| Weiß nicht |
[Sep. 12th, 2008|02:52 am] |
Manchmal frage ich mich, was passiert. Tatsächlich habe ich keine Idee. Warum bin ich nicht tot? Sollte ich tot sein? Was werde ich machnen? Was kann ich tun? Habe ich irgende Zukunft? Was will ich? Was brauche ich? Was bin ich? Was werde ich?
Zu viele Fragen und kaum irgende Zeit die zu anworten.
Einsame ist die Welt der Gregors. Niemand versteht mich. Ich bin allein. Ich bin blöd; mein Intelligenz ist weg. Kein Zukunft?
Schlecktes Leben? Ich schreie. Hilf mich! |
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| Hallo |
[Feb. 15th, 2008|06:51 am] |
Ich kann kaum glauben, dass ich noch Livejournal habe. Ich habe fast dies vergessen. Irgndwie ist es nicht so wichtig jetzt. Ich finde mich selbst wieder in Hong Kong, Ich wohne mit daaihguma und ich bin arbeitlos. Ich suche nach einen neuen Job, und ich habe Angst davor, dass ich in China arbeiten müssen werde. Manchmal bin ich einsame hier, ucn ich glaube, dass schlafen mit Fremder nicht die beste Idee in der Welt ist. Ich will wieder Univesität besuchen. Arbeiten ist so schleckt und lernen und studieren is ganz toll! Glaubt mich! Wenn ich das sag.
Ich kaufte einen neuen Computer. Er ist ein Acer TravelMate 7520G. Er gefällt mir. Er ist so super kuhl! Geil, ja!
Ich bin so arme, ich brauche mehr Geld. Es sollte ein besondere Grupper für mich geben, die für mich Geld verdient. Würde das nicht wunderbar sein? Haha!
Vieleicht werde ich wieder in einer anderen 129 Wochen schreiben.
Tschüß |
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| 读 亩 |
[Aug. 23rd, 2005|10:53 am] |
上海密斯 是俄 谔谔潘 虚心 异化 南京 北京
엳 ㅖㄹㄷㄴㅁ퓻 ㅇㄿㄴㄿ ㅍㅇㄹ ㅇ률유 ㅇㄴ ㅠㄹㅇ ㅠㅕ
กด ดก กด ดก พื พำไรก ทพ ที้เ ร เธ ฌฑฎ เกห ห เเ ท่หำ
忘れ 賭けの まんこ たこ
みし エミィ 輔 津浪 ﾏﾘ 仲原 疎 素敵だ寝 広 金 刃押せ
Sind meine Fremdsprachen gut? Haha! Ja, vielleicht sollte ich besser probieren. Natürlich, ich kann besser machen.
Gestern bin ich mit der Missy und der Emily ausgegangen. Wir haben thailandisches Essen gegesen. Es hat mir sehr geschmeckt! Das Restaurant ist in Princeton. Ich habe gedacht, diese Dort ist nicht so putzt... Hahaha oh Yale. Wir sind Borders gegangen und Burger King! Ich hatte ein Chocolate shake! Aber klein. Ich habe an dem Handy der Missy Jared angerufen. Wir haben ihn besucht. Und alles gut!
Haha
später! |
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| Where have all the gnomes gone? |
[Jul. 19th, 2005|04:48 pm] |
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Clearly not everyone understands German. Hahahahha!!
Well kiddies! Here's an update!
Saturday night I went to a gay and lesbian party with Silvia. And we had to teach the Deutsche a thing or two about dancing. So ishook my ass baby! But there really wasnt anyone like OMG there... But all in all it was all okay. ANd we had a blast.
Sunday I walked for almost two hours one way uphill, well maybe uphill is an exaggeration but the almost two hours isn't! ATO take photographs of this tiny little town called Elliehausen. Why? For a woman who works at my school whose last name is happens to be Elliehausen. Well the town was tiny, tiny. Only on church St. Martini and I took a picture of that. Then I took a pictures of random streets and people who had the nicest gardens. Oy vey! Well I felt bad becasue Ellihausen wasn't a cute little town like Goslar. Oh wells what ends swell is made of peas and a hamster pellet I guess.
Okies back to work. |
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| Es ist 15.Juli |
[Jul. 15th, 2005|04:42 pm] |
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| | Jewel!!! Who Will Save Your Soul | ] |
Wow!!! Deutschland ist ein sehr shoenes Land. Ich muss das sagen. Ich habe nur drei Woche zu gehen! Es passiert zu schnell. Heute gehen unsere Leherin weg. :( Es war sehr traurig. Jetzt haben wir eigentlich Mann, aber es ist gut, dass es nicht die Hex ist. Heute ist Silvias Geburtstag, so gehe ich aus heute abend. :D Ich werde Japaner betrunken machen! >-D Hehehehehehe hohohohoh. Oh Tomoyoshi! Ich werde mit dir spielen! Er ist so heiss!!! Ack ich werde orgasmieren! So yay yay yay!!! Hahah!
Nur eine paare Woche dann sehe ich Mari!!! Ich liebe Mari!!! Ich werde viele schwule Japaner hochsexen:-D >-D hehhehe
Moechtest du mit mir spielen?
Lass mich wissen! Tschuess!!! |
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| Happy 4th |
[Jul. 4th, 2005|06:25 pm] |
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| | I Saw Red, Sublime and Gwen Stefani | ] |
Ich bin jetzt in Deutschland seit 4 Monaten. Heute gibt se ein Grill Party! Mit Real Amerikaner!!!!!!! |
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| ruhr |
[Feb. 28th, 2005|09:04 am] |
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meow meow |
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| Fwu! |
[Feb. 15th, 2005|12:53 am] |
I am in a foul mood.
That is all. |
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| Biding |
[Dec. 15th, 2004|10:54 pm] |
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| | I Fucking Hate You, Godsmack | ] |
I have no work so I just sit around now and don't do very much. My German Exam I rocked, Professor Campbell is so awesome. CCZ eat your heart out. Next semester German Club starts :-). It's free for everyone but CCZ who has to pay dues. HA! So I decided I will probably move into the Arts House next semester. And live with all those weird artzy people, who make the world a better place just by being. Plus I have learned that prolong exposure to the Turkish language brings about headaches, nausea and anger temper tantrums. I'm filling out my Japan land application so I can go to Japan, naturally. I have to work Asian stuff out with Kam over the break and get FandM and Wash Jeff to be Asiatic friends. I love Mari and I can't wait to see her again!!
Gonna watch movies with Yuiko and Note and Ho THursday after we finish shopping:-)
I restrain myself. |
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| First Time |
[Dec. 10th, 2004|01:43 am] |
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| |  discontent | ] |
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| | Terra's Theme- Nobuo Uemetsu | ] |
The Floating Survey.
a - act your age? i am all ages just like that girl in that short story
b - born on what day of the week? Sunday it may have been an Easter too!
c - chore you hate? I don't have any
d - dad's name? Gregory after the pope hence mine
e - essential makeup item? consealant
f - favorite actor/actress? Susan Sarandon
g - gold or silver? white gold i like for this though i suppose silver
h - hometown? Hopewell, where the rich oppress the poor
i - instruments you play? piano, clarinet, reocrder, oboe, cor anglais, kazoo, voice...?
j - job title? student emoployee...?
k - kids? now or later...? undecided
l - living arrangements? I have two bedrooms and my room at college
m - mom's name? Sharon
n - number of people you've slept with? those of you that know me know that answer. men can burn in hell
o - overnight hospital stays? yes
p - phobia? big people
q - quotes you like? anything that comes out of Nynaeve's mouth
r - religious affiliation? Catholic, Methodist, Presbyterian, never Baptist
s - siblings? Meggie, Andrea, steps- Jesica, Marsha and her hubby Brian now i suppose a step In law, Thomas John (TJ)
t - time you wake up? Whenever I get up
u - unique habit? thinking
v - vegetables you refuse to eat? lima beans
w - worst habit? nails biting
x - x-rays you've had? foot i got myself runnove by one of 'em pick up trucks
y - yummy food you make? haha my seminar class knows the answer to that :-)
z - zodiac sign? Aries |
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| The time is |
[Nov. 14th, 2004|04:48 am] |
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| | Shostakovich- Symphony No. 10 3rd Movement | ] |
Well the Bentzel dinner went over great. It was super and I was glad to see everyone there. I am so happy that it all worked out okay. It was a real fun evening. I loved that everyone enjoyed my orgasmic desserts. I realy try to make it count. Like to thank Amy for her fabulous assisting. So that was good. Now I am offto bed for I have many things to do tomorrow morning like class that I haven't been at for a week due to my illness. Being sick sucks. |
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| Seeing |
[Nov. 13th, 2004|02:03 pm] |
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| | discontent | ] |
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| | Expectations- Belle and Sebastian | ] |
IT has been awhile it truly has. I am an extremely busy person this semester with telling asians what to do and setting up stuff for ACS and doing homework and chilling with friends and setting up important date and the such or freaking out japanese kids. Havng a really good time. So I apologize for not writing as much as I should, so sorry. I really want to type something but I am not sure to gho about relaying it. I dislike many things I see I dislike them because I either want to see they anger the blood. There are so many things that I see that anger the blood and the more they anger the more I want to see but do not. It is a problem but what can one do? I see too much and everything I see bothers me. And it only boils the blood. If this doesn't make sense don't fret I'm just trying to say something without saying it. Don't look at me! don't see me! |
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| :-/ |
[Nov. 13th, 2004|01:33 pm] |
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Upset... sad... |
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| Last night at home |
[Aug. 29th, 2004|12:56 am] |
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| |  anxious | ] |
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| | The Real Folk Blues, Mai Yamane | ] |
Wow! This is my last day at home and then I go back to school. It has been too long and too short at the same time. I lie in bed and think I'm gonna be leaving in 12hours and picking up the Ho soon to be the Ho of West James. So fancy. I miss Mari to the extreme. Natalie Ho so excited. I am going to be so OMG IDK what the monkey. It so ahhhh! Cannot wait to see everybody and the green fields that come to me in the dreams of rainbows. Pink lemonade and elephants wow! There were so many things I wanted to do and so many things I didn't do but the there was everything that I did and that is what counts. So it was all good I suppose. I guess it is kind of like that faerie tale about the girl and the witch and the guy and the witch's mother-inlaw. Poor thing... So yeah. Go F and M. Crew starts again exciting and I have to make job interviews. New attitude new style and new everyting for a new year. The slut and the witch are back!!! Yes!!! No one understands anything which is great!!! Yeah!!! Whoo hoo. I am the dreamer and you are the king of the Nu. Hmmm. I miss Mari!!! I will shed a tear for her tonight if I can, it is very hard to cry. Anyway so the kitty meows. |
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| Dancing Bears |
[Aug. 28th, 2004|01:33 am] |
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| | Concerto for Oboe in C minor, Cimarosa | ] |
I took a survey online and the results of the survey basically said I am most likely to end up in an abusive relationship as in I would be getting beat up. But not only that but apperenlty I am so masochistic that I would stay in the relationship despite that continue to get battered and would most likely live in denial and make up inexscusable exscuses and defend my partner. Interesting isn't it. The sad part is it's probally true... Well that's lucky charms for you. I would really like diamonds.
Sometimes I wonder if the money should go for the banana on the closetst branch or reach for the one just above it. If the sheep was the lions mother then was he a vegie eater or did he just eat everyone but her, of course he could have also eaten the wolves. The fox and the wolf I like foxes because they're so cute but like don't get me wrong about wolves they have their talents too. I shouldn't be upset as I am. Wait but why I am I upset. Probally to many reasons to count. How low would I go? I don't think I would go so low that I dirty myself I would not like to be unclean. THed filth would probally never seen to come off. What if I only can be given what I like the most but least desire and what I desire the most but at hte same time despise was never given??? I feel like the lamp is on but the mouse went for the cheese when it should have gone for the ketchup packet. Well if the cheese is moldy then it suck for the mouse. If the turnip sat next to the frenchfry would still wand to be made into a casserole with the cucumber? I think the tuna wants to be with the dolphins on a daily bases just becasue they're both so big. I know that even artichokes have hearts. If the bicycle rides to the north and the chocolate bar stays in the second gear will they meet, pass or miss each other. I wish I could be with the clouds but will it ever happen or do I have to sa\it with the grass and the loop? I don't want the whole cake just a slither you know. Can the hamster really mae dreams come true. The silly codger tries so hard cannot forget about what he does. The grass supports my body and lifts me to the clouds, and yet I still can't reach. Just touch a cloud. Is there too much silence for the river? Oh the kiwi is so kind to allow me so much and tell me many stories that help me get through the day. I want to touch the clouds and rest with them in the blue yonder. My wish won't it be granted...? |
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| Great Goose it's a House |
[Aug. 27th, 2004|07:34 pm] |
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| | flirty | ] |
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| | Seraphim Shock- Some Sick Dream | ] |
Pafah! I went to King of Prussia today with my lil sis and step bro. THe adventure was fun. I bought some clothes but not as many as I thought I would. So I can't believe what happens. King of Prussia is huge bu there are probally bigger ones. So it was a fun day except for the getting lost part on the way back. But I found away home so it was all good. Meow meow. DOn't forget about the PR guys checking us out in the pickup yesterday... sketchy to the extreme what scary men.
Well gotta continue pack up for school... :-) only a few more days until I pick up the Ho!!! yay!!! |
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| A Mall Trip |
[Aug. 24th, 2004|11:51 pm] |
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| | relaxed | ] |
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| | Crush- Jellyhead | ] |
Picked up Steph todayt and we went on Rt 1 to find the fancy store Target, so we could pick up Laura. The trips was hard because I forgot where Target was. After getting up by Princeton I knew I went too far. And after cutting people off and making wild ass turnsI finally realize how freaking close Target was to the Walmart and felt foolish. Picing up Laura we the headed out ot Oxford Valley Mall. At the Mall we looked at many stores and their clothes. Making fun of some and idolizing others. We then left the mall and went to Old Nave so i could get another pair of jeans. When I tried them on the girl in thefitting room was gave me this look and I was like bitch! Actually I got a lot of looks. BUt I don't care what those people think. Well the flares made my butt look well I didnt like how they made my butt look so I got the other pair which look cute. SO i got them a shirt from old navy and a lil jacket thing from macy's. We then went to barnes and noble to have some coffee and a yummy cheese pretzedl. I had a icy chai tea. and it was so goooog almost orgasmic. We then looked thorugh magazines and I briefly observed a group chat on gay marriage and was like are they liberals or conservatives. Then I left them to talk what they may have. Leaving barnes and noble we drove around and dropped everyone else I then went ot visit my grandma and pick some clothes up from her house and then went home to my other grandma house in hopewell. and here i am gotta do stuff tata. |
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| It's Kul at the Mall |
[Aug. 24th, 2004|01:29 am] |
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| | Lies, Evanescence | ] |
So I went to shopping with may grandma today and bought lot's of clothes. Mostly jeans and t shirts. I'm going to king of prussia with my little sister to get other clothes that quakerbridge doesn't have. I drew and coloured to day it was fun. Iforgot I new how to do that artisitc stuff. But glad my talents are coming back. Countng down until school starts. Can't wait to get back. Started packing today have so much more to do. I am me myself the individual and I plan to remain that always. Well have many plans to do tomorrow. Kiss the legumes for me. |
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| Clip clip the trees |
[Aug. 23rd, 2004|01:09 pm] |
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| | Lacuna Coil- My Wings | ] |
Laying in bed listening to music and eating limburger on rye. Yum yum. I have so much to pack and it is so much less than before. I think. I'm a size 11-12 in pants. Should I aim for a lower size that would be more skinny...? Lose weight. Poor girls I know what they go through partially now. Fufu on the clue. So peaceful right now what a lovely day outside. Should go mud skiing or something like that. Hmmm... |
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| A Shoe on the Moose |
[Aug. 23rd, 2004|12:59 am] |
I went shopping with my grandma today. We went up to flemington to get schools supplies, shoes and groceries. I got a new pair of shoes and found out that big footed women don't exsist or they wear men's shoes. So I got a nice new pair of sneakers. And i got my random school supplies from Staples. We then went to Shop Rite and did grocery shopping. We got food and some charity school supplies for needy kids. I got myself Lindburger cheese, with fresh baked rye bread and a swiss chocolate bar. It was all very yummy. We the nwent ot michael's to pick up a map of pennsylvania. Tomorrow we go to the mall to buy clothes. Today I played the piano which my grandma finally got tuned after so many years. It was so fun to play stuff that sounded right. It was a beautiful day today. I remeber on the way home from Flemington the rolling hills with the fields and dottted with barns and farm houses and the sylvan hills in the background flowing in to the sky and how if I took a picture of this all the ignorant ass holes that now shit about NJ even though they think they do especially when they don't even live in the fucking state would thin that I took that picture out of new england or something and wouldn't believe it was NJ. Well Fuck them!!! NJ has beauty but some people just don't take the time to look for it so as long as they stay on the highways and in the cities they won't know shit and shouldn't talk shit!
Meow meow... |
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